Every year is different.
I don’t ever picture the things I used to. Thoughts of baby toes and toddler giggles are long gone from my mind.
But how I wish I had you here for tacos and laughter and sunsets and exploring new places. For stories that make me look at things differently. For book borrowing and long drives with no destination. For us to witness in each other the women we are becoming.
Happy 20th birthday to my favorite girl. You made me a mom for the first time. Missing you teaches me how to be a better mom to your brother now.
I love you Elena Rebekah. You’re my shining light forever.
Carrie Joy(ful) 
Oh, Carrie. Such a moving tribute to the daughter you miss so much, the daughter who is waiting to meet you on the other side.
I have to believe that even now she feels your loss and your love for her. One day the distance of time will be erased, and it will be like you were never apart for even a moment.
For now, missing each other will have to do. But one day soon, my friend, one day soon…
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